Sorry sweetheart, I didn't know. PP should be able to give you some assistance in the matter, though. Don't you meet the requirements for Medicaid? I know I was on it way back when I first got on birth control, cause my job didn't offer benefits and I didn't have enough hours to survive on. PP accepted Medicaid and so I used that.

Being 40 doesn't mean it's impossible to get pregnant, it just means its harder. My grandmother had 2 kids past 40 years old! Hopefully you're taking prenatal vitamins, even now, because that will help your body get what it needs to prepare for a possible pregnancy. I highly recommend the chewable, fruity versions you can find at Target, because the pill variety makes me ill.

Hang in there, and I'll help any way I can, even if its just being an ear you can bitch to.